"look up" lyrics

I'm turning over
But not a new leaf
I slept on my dreams so peacefully
If you want closure, then don't look at me
I'm too weary and weak, I'm feeling

Breathless
From running rings all around it
Ruthless
Exercise in avoidance

Looks like you've come to the bridge now
So cross it before it burns down

I bear the burden
I put on myself
The hand that I dealt
God awful
Ponder the notion that it could be me
There's no more degrees worth separating

Open my eyes but I can barely see
You're always telling me to look up
But now I can't see what's in front of me
So good at making my own bad luck

Just something you're supposed to deal with
I don't wanna get into semantics
It comes naturally just like
Breathing and bleeding, self-demeaning
Let me spill my guts again

Looks like you've come to the bridge now
So cross it before it burns down

Open my eyes but I can barely see
You're always telling me to look up
But now I can't see what's in front of me
So good at making my own bad luck

Open my eyes but I can barely see
You're always telling me to look up
But now I can't see what's in front of me
So good at making my own bad, bad luck