"Where I Left My Soul" lyrics

It starts with a fever
Raindrops on the sea
I push my boundaries further
Until I cannot breathe

I hope for my people
To care about me
Though I can't be the one
They expected me to be

Crashing down at the ocean
Like a deer on the street
Standing there without moving
Do I care at all?

Don't stay around me
I don't want to be seen
It's best to leave me in the darkness

Was it all worth it?
Burying myself in your wounds?
Sweet like a kiss, deadly as cigarettes
That's what it is to me

Can someone bring me home?
To where I left my soul?

I followed every pain
Everything that drove me crazy
Now I am not the same
But I was so close to erase me

I drowned in teardrops every time
Leaving
A little angel dust in this giant sea of lies
Getting sick of the turning and the tides
They shake my ship from every side
Trying to take my life

There's nothing left of me
No one in the world could save me

It starts with a fever
Raindrops on the sea
I push my boundaries further
Until I cannot breathe

I hope for my people
To care about me
Though I can't be the one
They expected me to be