"Terrestrial" lyrics

I feel like God's creation
In the face of suffering
Can't escape the simulation
That I feel like we're all trapped in

But we'll find no absolution
All is left is to say our prayers
All we seek for is our own validation
In a world that's sinking into chaos

Darkness spreads across the land
A whisper in the midnight air
And on the hills, the tyrants stand
And hope dissolves into despair

And hope dissolves into despair
And hope dissolves into despair

The wolves want to feast upon their prey
And they won't rest
On the seventh day

Yes, I want to
Be able to do everything that I want to
But I can't because my mind decides to kill me
Every single fucking day
I don't know how to
Turn it off, but I know that I fucking have to
'Cause if I don't, then I'll be underground
Pretty soon, laying there
Not breathing, not moving, not thinking no more
'Cause I was giving in to death

Yeah, I don't wanna be here
'Cause I really think that I cannot make it
Yeah, I cannot make it
Doesn't matter how hard I will fucking try it
No, I cannot make it
I cannot make it
I cannot make it end

How can I make it end?

I'll be observing from above like an angel
Looking back on all the things that I have done
Superficial operations for the ancient
A fallen soldier in a war we call love

I have tried my best to finally erase it
But a chapter has been falling from the clouds
A crown of silver has been stolen by the ravens
As they fly towards their promised home

The promised home