"Catacombs" lyrics

And so it begins, life been as tough as it gets. I feel like it never ends.
Over the stress but I got so much trauma, feel like there's no forgetting it
My heart is ripped. Take a look inside of my closet, it's full of my skeletons
I'll let you into the crypt
Follow me down, take a trip...

Open the gates, flood out the pain
Buried in suffering
Pulling me in, over my head
Drowning in misery
No other way
It's time to face what is controlling me
Shedding the weight
I wanna be free now!

It's crawling up my spine
While time just slips away
Loathing this disguise
When nothing's okay

I hear the voices in my head
Tell me I'm not enough
Convince my soul
The only way out is in giving up
I fight these phantoms in my mind
But I keep slipping up
To recreate this sense of self
I'd need to give a fuck

I'm covered in this filth
It's got a hold of me
Can't tell my friends
How much I feel this loneliness
If only I, felt blessed to see the light of day
Instead of living, in a nightmare
Everytime I wake

It's crawling up my spine
While time just slips away
Loathing this disguise
When nothing's okay
Wish I could say that I tried
But the chemicals have
Taken the light from eyes

Is my destiny to forever rest
In a catacomb with my skeletons?

It's crawling up my spine
While time just slips away
Loathing this disguise
When nothing's okay
Wish I could say that I tried
But the chemicals have
Taken the light from eyes