"Heaven Knows" lyrics

Never would've guessed you'd switch
Tell me where do we go from here?
Is it too late to fix?
Never knowing cause your eyes tell me to quit
Don't tell me it's alright
You'll lie and say it fine
Then run away and hide

Wish we could find a way to just move on
I'd forgive every wrong that's done
Said you'd be there then I called your bluff
Told me you care but that's not enough
Cause I

Can't feel my heart as it
Breaks through my hands
Leave me wide open like a machine
Operate on me, can you save what's there?
Heaven knows, I'm giving all that's left
All that's left

Tell me what you see when you look in the mirror huh?
Smiling, but inside you feel like disappearing huh?
100 thousand of my tears in these lyrics cause
This reflection never really been the clearest
Lately this been weighing on my conscious
Praying I could change, cause I hate feeling toxic
Hoping I could find a way to leave the past
Maybe learn to love again cause I

Can't feel my heart as it
Breaks through my hands
Leave me wide open like a machine
Operate on me, can you save what's there?
Heaven knows, I'm giving all that's left
All that's left

I'm giving all I have
Could you save what's left?
I'm giving all I have

Oh, this is an operation
Rewire what's inside
This is a renovation
Rebuild this way of life
Oh, this is an operation
Rewire me
Before my devastation...

Can't feel my heart as it
Breaks through my hands
Leave me wide open like a machine
Operate on me, can you save what's there?
Heaven knows, I'm giving all that's left
All that's left