"Solstice" lyrics

Sweet sins, got me faded
Never thought I'd be a sadist
Round and round, it goes up in flames
Fun always bein' the family shame

What am I
Supposed to do
Livin' without a clue
Won't hold my breath until my lungs turn blue

So I, pick up the pieces and start again
I've been waiting my whole life to
Figure out what's in my head
Seein' through the haze again
I lost my senses along the way
Make up the borrowed time
Myself to guide
I'm gonna make my way

So find me on my uphill climb
Blinding lights see through me
But the sun can never be too bright
Revealing all the emptiness inside

Sweet sins, got me faded
Never thought I'd be a sadist
Wishin' all my demons well
Find another soul to sell

What am I
Supposed' to do
Livin' without a clue
Won't bite my tongue through every last excuse

So I, pick up the pieces and start again
(I've been waiting my whole life to)
Figure out what's in my head
Seein' through the haze again
I lost my senses along the way
Make up the borrowed time
Myself to guide
I'm gonna make my way

(We've got this family
A lil' fucked up but hard to beat)
We've got this family
A lil' fucked up but hard to beat
But everybody thinks that we're just too unhealthy
Guess it's hard for them to see
That this is our own therapy
We've got this family
A lil' fucked up but hard to beat

So I, pick up the pieces and start again
I've been waiting my whole life to
Figure out what's in my head
Seein' through the haze again
I lost my senses along the way
Make up the borrowed time
Myself to guide
I'm gonna make my way

We've got this family
A lil' fucked up but hard to beat
Guess it's hard for them to see
That this is our own therapy
I lost my senses along the way
Make up the borrowed time
Myself to guide
I'm gonna make my way
(My way, my way, my way...)