"How To Lose Someone" lyrics

I've been scared of the dark
Since the very start
I've been scared of messing things up
From my early twenties

Learnin' 'bout time and patience
How to feel better
By rocket science and theories
But the biggest fear that sticks with me is

Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
When the fear is way too big to even show
To be prepared is just something I'll never know
Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
If there's a thing that I can never learn
Is to get used to it and watch you go

Scared of falling apart
But that gets less hard
Scared of not being enough
Learn to avoid it

I've missed planes and faces
Learn how to feel better
Learn by physics, love, and history
Still, the biggest mystery is

Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
When the fear is way too big to even show
To be prepared is just something I'll never know
Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
If there's a thing that I can never learn
Is to get used to it and watch you go

Learning how to lose someone
I love I love I love
Learning how to lose someone
Someone I love

Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
When the fear is way too big to even show
To be prepared is just something I'll never know
Learning how to lose someone
Learning how to lose someone I love
If there's a thing that I can never learn
Is to get used to it and watch you go

Learning how to lose someone
I love I love I love
Learning how to lose someone
Is the biggest fear that sticks with me