"Intoxication" lyrics

I'm just drunk, it's not love right
Not in the right mind and I'll hide behind
Intoxication I'll drink my emotions down
Instead of feeling something
Maybe it'll hurt less
I know I made a mistake
But still I wish you the best

I don't know what I'd choose
The fear of losing everything or having nothing to lose
Because either way, I always feel the heartbreak
One way or another, I'll be your mistake

I'm just drunk, it's not love right
Not in the right mind and I'll hide behind
Intoxication I'll drink my emotions down
Instead of feeling something
Maybe it'll hurt less
I know I made a mistake
But still I wish you the best

I remember that blank expression you always gave
I think I adapted that trait, separation emotionless face