"New Face // Same Loneliness" lyrics

I'm not a saint, I'm not a savior
I'm far from perfect, closer to a failure
I'm not who you want me to be
I don't know what you expect out of me
I'm not a saint, I'm not a savior
I'm far from perfect
Pressure, it feeds my doubt
And it's all becoming too much
I'm losing my patience
Anger

I've been gone for quite some time
Hanging over this hole in my heart
You left me wounded and unlovable
Why was your company insufferable?
Losing you wasn't the hard part
It was knowing it cannot be undone
I compare everyone to you
Love is just a feeling that made me feel used
Made me feel used

I'm coping without closure
As I sink lower than before
I guess I'm hanging on
But I don't love you anymore
I'm coping without closer
And I am lower than before
I guess I'm hanging on
But I can't love you anymore

Closed myself off so I can attempt to heal
I still ask, was it ever real, ever real?
Nurse my wound, dress my self-esteem
Stitch my shame as I am left unclean
Don't ever ask me to stay again
No longer will I be broken at your expense