"All I Get" lyrics

I'm biting my cheek until it bleeds
Clenching my fist to fight the grief
Catching my breath so I can scream it all
Ruminate on that thing I said
Tidy my room and make the bed
Try to forget the pain in my chest

But it's all I get
This fragment that you left
It's all I get
These feelings I possess
They're all I get
They're real and upset
It's all I get

I'll cry it all out and wear it thin
Think of you while I learn to swim
Buy some new shoes and wear them in
Thank all my stars that I know you
Thanking my heart for loving too
I wasn't sure what it could do

Cos it's all I get
This fragment that you left
It's all I get
These feelings I possess
They're all I get
They're real and upset
It's all I get

And I'm tryna work out what use is all this blame
We were so good and I don't want to fan that flame
I thought that my heart was here but you went west
It's time, to trust that you knew what was best
What is left?

It was real so real
No I did not make you up
All I do is feel
Now it's emptiness and loss
You were real so real
Now I'm holding on to dust
Do you feel it?
Do you feel?
Do you feel?
Do you?

And I'm tryna work out what use is all this blame
We were so good and I don't want to fan that flame
I'm tired of life leaving me these tests
It's time, to trust that you knew what was best
What is left?

It's all I get
This fragment that you left
It's all I get
These feelings I possess
They're all I get
They're real and upset
It's all I get