"Carol From Hr" lyrics

I just can't help myself from where I wanna go from here
The only thing I know is that I'm really slow at figuring myself out
Now I don't know where I wanna go, stuck in place like stone
Reminisce about the things I love, try to work it out
Memories of what I do the most never seem to fit
But I just can't shake the thought of this, I just wanna know

Will I ever set myself apart from the stress?
Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head
So I'll knock on your door even though you're not in
I'll hide away, I'll hide away

Drank away the night so I could send you a text
With the little dignity I had left
When it came and it went, I just let it go

Will I ever set myself apart from the stress?
Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head
So I'll knock on your door even though you're not in
I'll hide away, I'll hide away

And I know you're there
And I'd like to say I'm sorry for my despair
As I stare into you absently

Will I ever set myself apart from the stress?
Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head
So I'll knock on your door even though you're not in
I'll hide away, I'll hide away