"Ottoman" lyrics

I am swallowing my broken teeth just to make you understand
I was there for you and you used it up just to fill the air in your head

Run around my words
Everything you say is a lie
I'm too tired to try
I'm a mess I've been disguised as if I've never been alive
And I can't begin to find a way to fill the void you left inside of me when I can't fill it with you

Run around my words
I know that you hurt
I need the solace I can't grasp because you're spitting out the words before they ring out in your chest but you still

Run around my words
Everything you say has made a mess of me
You're barely ever listening
You let it ring out

We're not the same
What did you think?
I was going to sit around a let you just ruin everything we've built and let you burn it to the ground

I am trying to find some reasons why
I'm alone and you left me high and dry
Among the table tops, your clothes ran thin inside a box
You filled with all your envy, splattered hatred while I watched you just

Run around my words
I know that you hurt
I need the solace I can't grasp because you're spitting out the words before they ring out in your chest

I don't want to lie around
Sit and act like nothing's wrong
Believe me, when I say I'm done
Your actions spoke for you so just let me be
I need to breathe

How can I say you made a mess of me?
When you're barely ever listening?

Run around my words
I know that you hurt
I need the solace I can't grasp because you're spitting out the words before they ring out in your chest but you still

Run around my words
I know that you hurt
I need the solace I can't grasp because you're spitting out the words before they ring out in your chest