"Solid Grasp" lyrics

I wonder what happens to the things I can't see
The things you try to be
It's got me thinking about all the times you walked out when I needed you right by me

So, I drove away that night
I left my shit behind
I need anything to get you off my mind

So, I dwelled on things we said
Back when we first me
Forgot the things that I thought I might regret

Wasted time
It feels so empty
Bottled up
Hit me so heavy

And I could keep my mind in line
If I could get you off of mine
You keep climbing my spine while you dig in your nails just to make me say that I'm fine

Just to make me say that I'm fine
While you dig in your nails just to make me say that I'm fine

A solid grasp on what we had
It broke my heart but kept my ribs intact
A solid grasp on what we had
It broke my heart but kept my ribs intact

And when you said you needed me
All I could do was just run away

I booked a one-way flight away from here
I cannot stand the thought of you anymore
It's something that I can't ignore
So stupid that I fell for you
What did I really mean to you?
And Rest Assured. Lesson learned