"closer" lyrics

Held down by the gravity
I found out there's a part of me
I turn to the past now
So afraid to crash out

Were we cursed before we started?
Thought it'd be easier but it's harder
And sometimes I feel like I'm slipping up
But this time I'm not giving up

Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?
Know I'm growing tired from all the weight on my shoulders
Every part of me is dead
Holding onto my last breath
Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?

I remember when things were so bleak
I turned a new page but found a blank sheet
'Cause it's hard to see the good in anything
When you share a body with your enemy

Were we cursed before we started?
Thought it'd be easier but it's harder
And sometimes I feel like I'm slipping up
But this time I'm not giving up

Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?
Know I'm growing tired from all the weight on my shoulders
Every part of me is dead
Holding onto my last breath
Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?

So much to say but not a lot to stand for
Hold my head under the water till I drown these thoughts
And kill 'em off
Kill 'em off

With a head full of lies
And a broken spine
I can't move
Let it slip through

Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?
Know I'm growing tired from all the weight on my shoulders
Every part of me is dead
Holding onto my last breath
Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?

Every part of me is dead
Holding onto my last breath
Can we hold on tight, get a little bit closer?