"Had It Hard" lyrics

It's been a hard time living alone

Had it hard
Don't got to complain
'Bout the pain
Nigga, see the scars
Ain't no point in venting about my heart
If they gon' disregard it
Long as they know I'm the hardest
Think you're in my lane
Ain't no thang
Let's see who get the farthest
Think it's time to talk my shit
'Cause I'm way too lit
Swear to God I used to pray that it'd be days like this
Oh, Lord, I can't take it anymore
No more sleeping on that floor
Got back dope I'm on
Finally that shit hurt me to my core

Can't stop now
Say they're proud of me
I know they still talk down on me when I'm nor around
How you're throwing all this shade
After all that love I gave?
They won't give me flowers now
They rather throw 'em on my grave

Say your heart is where your home is
Easy to say that until you actually really homeless
Thankful for my parents for them times that we ain't have none
Still manage to keep a happy home when we ain't have one

Hide my pain in every lyric to make sure y'll feel it more
Say they wanna see that side of me that they ain't seen before
Know that everything I got I earned
Been a long time coming but I know it's my turn
'Cause we done had a hard time living
Escaped those trenches from project buildings and motel sixes
I got a feeling
It's only the beginning
And I'm 'a make a killing
So ain't no giving up