"Polaroid" lyrics

Oh Hicks made this shit

I see you doing well I know you happy as can be
And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me
Went from lovers now we enemies
Why can't you be dead to me
Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories
Would just fade away like polaroids

Guess that I don't got a choice
Singing out my heart to you but feel like I don't got a voice
Wanna be the one that make you smile like he does
I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love
Cause you fade away like polaroids
Feel like I can hear your voice
I just turned my music up hoping that it's gon' drown the noise
I had let you down he came around and picked you up
I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love

You deserve better than what I could give
I'm tryna say fuck it, it is what it is
Hard to say that when I keep looking back
Reminiscin' about all of that shit that we did
Remember when I had first met you we started as friends
That's when we started getting attached
You had me scared that I might fall in love again
And my heart wasn't ready for that
The sound of your voice really hit when I hear it
The smile on your face it do something to my spirit
I put my heart in a cage and I locked it away
But you still find a way to get near it
How you, find love in a heart so cold
I know that you probably wanna let me go
I'm alone tryna write these wrongs
I know that you probably hate me for sure
Know that I hurt you I can't take it back
Hope you know that was never the goal
Having your favorite scrunchie on top of my wrist
It felt better than having it froze
I can't let it go, I'm tryna hide all this pain
If you look at my eyes it'll show
You were my ride or die but we still alive
Guess this is the end of the road

But I know that you is happy as can be
And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me
Went from lovers now we enemies
Why can't you be dead to me
Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories
Would just fade away like polaroids

Guess that I don't got a choice
Singing out my heart to you but feel like I don't got a voice
Wanna be the one that make you smile like he does
I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love
Wish you'd fade away like polaroids
Feel like I can hear your voice
I just turned my music up hoping that it's gon' drown the noise
I had let you down he came around and picked you up
I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love