"Big World" lyrics

You left me in this big world
You surely knew that I'd be totally alone in this place
People are together, they stare at me, "Where is he?"
You left me with no choice
So I chose the way of locking up the door
So no one could tear it apart again
I slammed it hard for you to hear
But I left my window open

You were not part of me
You were my everything
Everything we had was the dreams of my childhood
Yeah, I wanted a family
You were not part of it
You are the everything
Isn't that your reason why you want me to stay?
I can't live without you in this big world

You left me in this dark place
Didn't even have room in your heart for my last words
But my sad face for you, it was a happy face
To hide my tears away from you
The scars too deep, the deaths too painful
Not strange at all in this big, messy cruel world we live in
But I had you, yeah, I had you
Ever since I met you I finally had feelings
Small hopes and little wishes
I had you

You were not part of me
You were my everything
Everything we had was the dreams of my childhood
Yeah, I wanted a family
You were not part of it
You are the everything
Isn't that your reason why you want me to stay?
I can't live without you in this big world