"Uphill Road" lyrics

I don't talk to anybody
That doesn't feel the same about it
I don't walk or take the train, I got everything, the TV's well-lit

I'm safe and alone here
Everything is fake, but I don't care

I look at all the empty faces, the worker bees
NPC's
And wonder if they have a story or suddenly
They came to be

I know, psycho as that may be, I'm just tryna think
My engine's on the brink
Maybe I should go sleep all alone, please

It's not that deep
No, it's not that deep
It's not that deep
Oh, poor me

No
No

I can't put the blame on anyone but me
From what I see
I ended up with more than plenty, but nothing's free
The novelty wears off

Fast forward, let me think, what's the plan here?
Should I switch gears?
Oh, I'll suffer endlessly
'Til I'm old news

No, it's not that deep
No, it's not that deep
It's not that deep
Oh, poor me

Oh. No
Oh

It is an uphill road
We have to pray