"Today" lyrics

I wanted to go fast
But also make it last
I wanted to be cheap
But have something for me
I started to give up, when I was just a mile away

I calculate the time
I have until I die
It scares me very deep
So much I never sleep
I'll live my life that way
At least that's what I'll say today

Today

We're both caught up on the time
Understand the language
Just nothing feels original or new

I'm crawling up from the hole
Challenging the maker
But something always puts me in my place

Look back at best of times
My card would say "Declined"
My life was out of line
But everything felt fine
I've come so far away
It feels like years up in my mind
A long way

Yeah

Now we're both caught up on the time
Understand the language
Just nothing feels original or new

I'm crawling up from the hole
Challenging the maker
But something always puts me in my place

Yeah