"Underneath" lyrics

Hard to say where this all started
Where I got lost along the way, hate to say

Made a home inside the darkness
Looking for someone to blame, anyway

I got lost
Put the feeling in my hands, I was wrong
I can't watch
My whole past turn to something I'm not
What it cost
Was more than I could ever give who would've thought
I took here and never ended it all

Am I in love with the death of me
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying but I
Can't seem to bring it light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath

I tried to find a another way out
But every wall was closing in, once again
Now I've become all that I hate now
But if I make it out alive
I could pretend

I could pretend

Am I in love with the death of me
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying but I
Can't seem to bring it light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath

A lost sold on the road to destruction
My heart beats but it's failing to function
One last hold on humanities crutches
My head hurts it's getting harder to trust it

Am I in love with the death of me
Digging a grave for the world to see
I keep on trying but I
Can't seem to bring it light
So help me find what's out of reach
It pulls me underneath

It pulls me underneath

It pulls me underneath