"pain's my only home" lyrics

Can you help me?
I think I'm drowning
And if I was, would you stay or would you go?
Can you see me?
Am I fading?
Cause I feel like I'm still searching for my soul

It's okay for you to leave, I know
I've been through it once upon a broken road
Pain's my only home
I've learned to be alone
Feared the sea out of mystery
But now the sea is where I wanna be
Quiet and unknown
But pain's my only home

Do do do
Do do, hmmmmm
Hmmmmm

Are you worth me?
'Cause I think I'm crazy
And if I am, please feel free to walk away
You don't hurt me
I hurt myself
And even if you killed me I'd still feel the same

It's okay for you to leave, I know
I've been through it once upon a broken road
Pain's my only home
I've learned to be alone
Feared the sea out of mystery
But now the sea is where I wanna be
Quiet and unknown
But pain's my only home

Do do do
Do do, hmmmm (quiet and unknown)
Hmmmm
But pain's my only home

Do do do
Do do, hmmmm (quiet and unknown)
Hmmmm
But pain's my only home