"Mindfields" lyrics

"Mindfields"

Missed my meeting in the a.m.
Toss and turning in the mayhem
Lost the battle, lost the day
I ain't had my coffee yet
"Sorry" like it's automatic
Sorry, it's a force of habit, wait
Riled up and then I panic
And say some shit that I'm gonna regret

Safe places are always fleeting
Dark thoughts, they all start to creep in
Are they yours or really are they mine?
Never mind, never mind, never-

Mind fields
Tip-toe on roses I grew myself
'Cause my mind feels
One wrong move and it's all blowing up and out of here (Bask in it)
Mm, yeah (Dine and dash in it)
Mm, oh no (It's crashing down)
You're not around, but you're not here
(Bask in it, dine and dash in it) Mm, yeah
(It's crashing down) No
You're not around, but you're not here

I been going in circles, I been going insane
Gentle parenting me for a walk on the stage
Dodging every reflection and your bitter tone
Don't know how to un-feel, what's real or silicone?
Why can't I just let it go?
Am I the problem? Won't you come up inside it?
Watch it blowing up in smoke
See if you make it out alive
Maybe I don't wanna die
Waiting for you to clean up the mess inside

Safe places are always fleeting
Dark thoughts, they all start to creep in
Are they yours or really are they mine?
Never mind, never mind, never-

Mind fields
Tip-toe on roses I grew myself
'Cause my mind feels
One wrong move and it's all blowing up and out of here (Bask in it)
Mm, yeah (Dine and dash in it)
Mm, oh no (It's crashing down)
You're not around, but you're not here
(Bask in it, dine and dash in it)
(It's crashing down, you're not around)

Ooh, ah
Yeah, ah, yeah
Free yourself, free yourself
Release my mind
Where do you go when the party is over
And I'm still lost in the loud?
Where do you go?
It's lonely here, but you're all around
In my head and out of my mind
In my chest, my heart, and my spine
On the walls, when I close my eyes
Get off my back, get out my mind
Don't know if I'ma be home safely
How do I spiral on the daily?
Do you know what it's like?
Step inside and see what's up and out of here, oh, yeah, yeah


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