"To Myself" lyrics

Over and over, you get closer
On the sofa time and time again
I been up three days praying, mm
One of us would come around
And a girl's gotta dream
'Cause it may be the only sure way this thing is going down
Not just new, it's never been
Tryna learn how to love again

Took me some time to figure out
I deserve better, baby
Pick it up in time, don't know 'til you try
Tried to deny what's written out
But I ended up back here somehow
Inching closer on the sofa 'til I fold

I, I must confess
I want you in my bed
And it's new to me
To keep this love to myself
I cannot ignore
You're the pain and the cure
And it's killing me
To keep this love to myself

I want more
Than the simple traditional
Whenever you're near I feel it like a magnet
You in those shorts and I'm attracted
And I gotta have it
Like Gia but it don't end tragic
And it might just be
Exactly what I been begging for a while

Took me some time to figure out
And I deserve better, baby

I, I must confess
I want you in my bed
And it's new to me
To keep this love to myself
I cannot ignore
You're the pain and the cure
And it's killing me
To keep this love to myself

(I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it)
(I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it)

Ooh, yeah, I want you in my bed
And it's killing me
To keep this love to myself
I cannot ignore
You're the pain and the cure
And it's killing me
To keep this love to myself, oh, oh, ah