"Blackmarketmonkeymagic" lyrics

Panic

How could this happen again
The room is starting to spin
I feel the panic setting in
I've got this pain in my chest
I can't catch my breath
All I know is that I'm a fucking wreck

Something feels so wrong
I thought that I was stronger
(When did I start slipping)
How did I end up here
How long have I been gone for
(I don't remember anything)

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling
And I can't pretend that I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

Panic

I'm hyperventilating
Feels like I'm suffocating
These walls are closing in around me
I can't escape myself
My life's a living hell
My mind's a captive and my body is my prison cell
I'm afraid
I think I've lost control
My head is racing but these thoughts are not my own
No sign of slowing down
I guess I'm in it now
Should I let go
Or should I ride it out

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling
And I can't pretend that I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

So I scream in my sleep and I sweat through my sheets
On the nights when I can't wake up
Or I lay awake till the sunlight breaks
Afraid of the dreams that may come

Panic

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling
And I can't pretend that I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling
And I can't pretend that I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

Panic