"Beams" lyrics

We were soberin' up on a stranger's stairs
Looking over shots of Harley Weir
Oh, I felt so dumb when I told you square
"I was suicidal in Brazil"

I know it's not a way to treat people you love, you love
I know it's not a way to treat people you love
People you love
People you love

I know I said I'd be okay, but you're smashin' me up
I know it's late where you are, but I can't bear hangin' up
I know I said I'd be okay, but you're smashin' me up
I know it's late where you are, but I'm scared of what I've done

You held me under your spell, you held me un—
You held me under, held me under

Oh, it broke my heart, when you pulled away
Corner shard of sunset hangin' red
Oh, I never thought my oldest pain
Could be something you'd grow to resent

I know it's not a way to treat people you love, you love
I know it's not a way to treat people you love
People you love
People you love

I feel it all, I feel it all
Nothing at all
I feel it all, I feel it all
Nothing at all

I know it's the right thing to do, but I don't wanna
I know it's the right thing to do, but I don't wanna
I know it's the right thing to do, but I don't wanna
I know it's the right thing to do, but I don't wanna

I know I said I'd be okay, but you're smashin' me up
I know it's late where you are, but I can't bear hangin' up
I know I said I'd be okay, but you're smashin' me up
I know it's late where you are, but I'm scared of what I've done

But I'm scared of what I've done