"Senses" lyrics

Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?

I have always dulled my senses
I told Lae when she checked in
Hid myself in art and women
Needed things to reach towards

But now I'm here
Feeling super bad about it
Tryna find the courage
Turning up the shower on cold
If I tell you that I'm trying

Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself

Treat myself with this impatience
I would never give a friend
Sometimes when I cycle late, I
Wish I'd disappear at speed

But now I'm here
Feeling super bad about it
Finally admitting
That maybe I used you to feel better
If I tell you that I'm sorry

Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
Is it better than—?
Is it better than nothing?
I can't find no love
No love for myself
I can't find no love
No love for myself

Spread on thin ice
Trick of the mind
Hardens your feelings
The world was on fire
Yet, I turn away
Swimming in ice
I swim for my life
Away from the demons
But the clarity lies
In the direction of pain
Oh, the flames