"Dr. Evil" lyrics

Gather round take a seat sit with this
Everyone in life has gotta take a risk
Ticking time ticking time ticking ticking time bomb
Life is gonna blow up if you're ill equipped
Now I've been standing pretty steady even though I'm down
Only took a couple hundred tries to figure out
Why I was feeling like that
And I chose to leave not fight back

I had to give myself chance
Had to try to figure out
Why I'm feeling hopeless
Why I'm filling up with doubt
Someone took my confidence away and now it's clear
I had all that potential now I'm sitting in the rear
I guess it had to be that way then
Cuz I had the chance to seize that day when
I started feeling all out of whack, wow
I'll be back but I'm falling back now

How come every time I
Say goodbye I
Feel like the bad guy
Tell me why I
Do the things I do
And put you through the pain I put you through
I know I'm not Dr. Evil
So why do I feel so evil?
I wish I could've stayed around for you
But I had way too much to lose
I know I'm not Dr. Evil

When the tears slide
Over my face
I try to remind myself
It's nothing but sorrow
When the moon shines
At then end of the day
I try to remind myself
I've still got tomorrow

Yeah and even if I didn't
It wouldn't change the past
So there's really not a difference
I've been feeling so deflated and I hate it how
I've been using all my energy debating
Now if I did this, if I did that
Regrets in my mind
Go rat-at-at-at
I just want my life back
I wanna come home
Damn, it's killing me to know

Every time I
Say goodbye I
Feel like the bad guy
Tell me why I
Do the things I do
And put you through the pain I put you through
I know I'm not Dr. Evil
So why do I feel so evil?
I wish I could've stayed around for you
But I had way too much to lose
I know I'm not Dr. Evil

Sometimes I feel like it's all my fault
But nobody's blame
Life happens
We're all the same
Yeah
Welcome to Sobville
I'm standing strong still
Fall back
Fall back