"Dark Paradise" lyrics

Stomach pains I had to see a doctor
Vision's blurry I'm not seeing proper
The mind, the body and soul connect
So when you lose your soul you might lose the rest
Down for the count, no Dracula
I was flipping out, no spatula
Life was once spectacular
I had more sex drive than an Acura
Now I'm stuck up in a mind-state I don't like
And I'm living in a new place I don't like
And I'm waking up early and everything hurts
I got way too many problems and no self-worth

I swear to God I need a reason
A reason that keeps me breathin'
A reason that keeps me eatin'
A pulse that keeps my heart beatin'

Time after time
I'm feeling checked out
Letting myself down
Head in my hands now
My mind is fried
I'm feeling tired
So uninspired
Someone let me out this dark paradise

Dark paradise
Dark paradise
I've been feeling like a parasite
In this dark paradise

Two AM thoughts
Wide awake and I can't sleep
Tryna make sense of it all in my head
As I toss in my bed tryna stop movin'
I get nauseous instead
And my pops said I stress too much in the day
Well he's probably right
Now I'm lost in the night tryna make things right
It ain't alright

How did I end up here?
Where did I go so wrong?
Once I had so much strength
Now I don't feel so strong

I swear to god I need a reason
A reason that keeps me breathin'
A reason that keeps me eatin'
A pulse that keeps my heart beatin'

Time after time
I'm feeling checked out
Letting myself down
Head in my hands now
My mind is fried
I'm feeling tired
So uninspired
Someone let me out this dark paradise

Dark paradise
Dark paradise
I've been feeling like a parasite
In my dark paradise

Dark paradise
Dark paradise
I've been feeling like a parasite
In this dark paradise

Dark paradise
(Woah, woah)