"One Last Song" lyrics

Should I stay?
Should I go?
I don't know
Oh, the world feels oh-so cold
The world feels oh-so cold

It's a predicament that I find myself caught in again
It's no different than the first time
Where do I begin?
I was swimming in shallow water
I was living in pain
Living on the left side of my brain
Couldn't get away from all the mind games
Where did time go?
I've been through it all but what do I know?
Thought I made peace but didn't I got meaner
On the other side the grass just got greener
Watching life pass I used to be a dreamer
When I first crashed I felt a new demeanor
But my new demeanor took me to the cleaners

Should I stay?
Should I go?
I don't know
Oh, the world feels oh-so cold
I was right
Now I'm wrong
And it hurts me to carry on
But I still have one last song
And I'll sing it til I'm gone
Yeah, I'll sing it til I'm gone

It's my regimen evidently to wake up under pressure
The more in spite I live my life
It's like the more that I feel lesser
I got a couple skeletons in my dresser
A got a couple elephants in that room
Don't gotta talk about them if I don't want to
But then again, I don't have much to lose

Cuz I've been swimming in shallow water
I've been living in pain
Living on the left side of my brain
Never got away from all the mind games
Where did time go?
I've been through it all but what do I know?
I've been through it all but what do I know?

Should I stay?
Should I go?
I don't know
Oh, the world feels oh-so cold
I was right
Now I'm wrong
And it hurts me to carry on
But I still have one last song
And I'll sing it til I'm gone
Yeah I'll sing it til I'm gone