"Paradise In My Mind" lyrics

I want my thoughts in the heavens
On what's bright and clean
Wash myself of the burdens
Shed my past, all I've been
Got my thoughts with purpose
My actions follow in turn
Triumphant, glorious
Will be the things returned

Let the dreams of my spirit
Be given strength and fly
Let not my heart
Dwell in darkness
I desire what's good in life

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again? (I wanna know, I wanna know)
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend (so long, so long to mend)

Some words of compassion
Sweetness, all love's kiss
May my words bring comfort
My air be one of bliss
On my being, yours were divine
Every atom, vibrates in time
To the rhythm I'd sing
A melody sublime
If this light reflects what's inside
Every consequence and action in mind
I will walk for glory
I'll find it in my mind
In my mind

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again? (I wanna know, I wanna know)
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend (so long, so long to mend)

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Through the storm we watch the sun appear
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I'll keep it clear
(It's harder than last time)
(It's just a matter of time)
And now we're reaching heaven
My paradise in my mind
(Paradise in my mind)

Will heaven finally let me in?
Or am I stuck spinning in circles again? (I wanna know, I wanna know)
My hands always so hesitant
'Cause damn, your heart takes so long to mend (so long, so long to mend)