"B3ND_BUDGE" lyrics

I've been out of touch
Losing feeling but the pain I used as my crutch
There's nothing left inside my head like there ever was
There's a reason I won't bend I won't ever budge

I think back honestly
On every time I didn't live my life with honesty
Cause that's not who I want to be
Cause I don't want to face life hostilely
But that's hard when I live constantly
In denial 'bout the lies that I hide in me
Is this all my in head
Just made up again

I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground
Make something from nothing
I'll always fixate on
I keep running to the past to fix myself
Find nothing to help me
I'm always searching wrong
Too many times
I didn't know that I was on the edge of falling back
Into old habits I regret
I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground
Make something from nothing
I'll always fixate on

So did I do enough
With all the time I spent
I've been giving up
Or was this all for nothing
Pathetic bluffing
Cause I just think it's only right
That I live for something

I can't shake it off
Every time I think about it I just pay the cost
I can't help but feel more lost
Every time I take a step I'm tripping over lust
But it's hard when I keep losing trust
In myself now I keep on living in a rut
It's all my in head
Just made up again

I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground
Make something from nothing
I'll always fixate on
I keep running to the past to fix myself
Find nothing to help me
I'm always searching wrong
Too many times
I didn't know that I was on the edge of falling back
Into old habits I regret
I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground
Make something from nothing
I'll always fixate on

I'll just bury all my doubts, bury all my doubts
Deeper underground, deeper underground, deeper underground
I'll just bury all my doubts deep underground
Make something from nothing
I'll always fixate on