"glaciers" lyrics

Too cold for a blanket to save me
So I froze to death while I waited
I feel the ice grow inside of me
On my tongue, I can actually taste it

I know that nobody can save me
So don't try, your time will be wasted
I feel my memories fading, hate my life
And sometimes I wanna take it
Don't know if I'll make it to twenty
Not alive and I can't find my placement
Take drugs in such large quantities for this pain
But I still can't erase it

I think I'll drown in the memories
I hate my life and I'm fine with it ending
Broken inside and there's no way to mend me
I'm a lost cause, there's no point in pretending
I fell in love with a sadist, she left me with scars
And I fucking hate it
Her name is the drugs and she's just like an angel
But her wings fell off and she ain't got no halo

I wake up every day and I wish that I didn't
Those visions were vivid
I wish I could stay asleep, 'cause you were in my dreams
I wake up every day and I wish that I didn't
Those visions were vivid
I wish I could stay asleep, 'cause you were in my dreams
I do not know what to say, you made me feel different
Like actually living, but now that you've gone away
You're always in my dreams

I know that nobody can save me
So don't try, your time will be wasted
I feel my memories fading, hate my life
And sometimes I wanna take it
Don't know if I'll make it to twenty
Not alive and I can't find my placement
Take drugs in such large quantities for this pain
But I still can't erase it