"victoria" lyrics

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying

I don't feel satisfied at all
Blame it on my exphoria
Drink down the lean that's in my cup
Hoping to feel euphoria
Lately I've been falling apart
Still dreaming of Victoria
Victoria, Victoria, just take me back, Victoria
You said that we would never change and I
Believed you, silly me
But slowly you faded away
I wake up to reality
Reality, reality, my whole life is a tragedy
You're nothing but a memory
And it's driving me to insanity
This wasn't how it was supposed to be
Yet here I am with nobody
Feels like I'm staring at the world through glass
And all I see is my reflection staring back
Because the rest of the world keeps moving fast
So I'm alone stuck in my own head
Filled with regret, [?] on my wrist
And I'll watch it bleed till I have nothing left

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying

They say that we're still the same
But that's just a lie, you can still see the pain
Look at me through my eyes
There's just nothing to say that hasn't been said
Overdose on novacane, get the pain out of my head

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying

Little black screen that I read
Like the lean that I drink
I feel numb, not a lot
But I don't recall dying