"i think i really want to die" lyrics

I don't plan on getting older
But every night my heart gets colder

I don't plan on getting older
But every night my heart gets colder
You do not call me when you're sober
Just leave me to bleed out
I'm used to cold shoulders
Love you but my hands are tied yah
I don't really love my life life yah
Think I really want to die yah
Love you but I hate my life yah

Act like I'm alone
But I have a few friends
It's just lately I've been caught up on a quick and painless end
I just really wanna end it
You can call me pessimistic
But my life's the worst
And I really just hate this

I don't plan on getting older
But every night my heart gets colder
You do not call me when you're sober
Just leave me to bleed out
I'm used to cold shoulders
Love you but my hands are tied yah
I don't really love my life life yah
Think I really want to die yah
Love you but I hate my life yah

I don't plan on getting older
But every night my heart gets colder
You do not call me when you're sober
Just leave me to bleed out
I'm used to cold shoulders