"gaslight" lyrics

I keep on thinking that it's all my fault
The way I let you bring me down
I should've tried a little harder
To keep your name outta my mouth
Oh, I ignored all of the warning signs
Let you take over my whole damn life
I should've stayed a little stronger
Then everything would've been fine

Am I the victim
Or was I the cause?
Could I have done somethin'
Different to make it stop?
Was it all supposed to mean something
Or not?

'Cause now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see
So I guess it must be me
Oh, I guess it must be me
I can't forgive myself for what you did to me
So I guess it must be me
Oh, I guess it must be me
I guess it must
I guess it must be

Sometimes I wish that I could call you up
And ask you where it all went wrong
Like it would even make a difference
Or you would even care at all
That I panic on the freeway driving at night alone
I still take that medication, or I'll get vertigo
Still need twelve hours of sleep
Still finding you in my dreams
There's no escaping you, no

'Cause now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see
So I guess it must be me
Oh, I guess it must be me
I can't forgive myself for what you did to me
So I guess it must be me
Oh, I guess it must be me

Me, me, yeah
Me, yeah
I guess it must be me that

Thinks too much
And feels too strong
Breaks too easy
When things go wrong
I guess that I must
Have just imagined it all
But

What if it's not all my fault?
What if I did nothing wrong?
Maybe that would make a difference
Maybe then I could move on