"Chemicals" lyrics

And I feel I'm blurring lines
I just can't trust the moment
In my head, I need to lie
Just to feel a purpose

Everything, everything
A six-foot eternity
Just deep enough to
Never wake, never wake
And I need the time to dissipate the pain
And try and fucking help myself

I slip away, slip away
Into this endless cycle
That we're living in

Yeah, I feel the tension rise
It always follows me home
And I medicate at night
And drown the pain in chemicals
Just a bad omen
Pull apart the fucking world I kept
And pull me out of this endless spiraling
I'm fucking filled with doubt and regret

Everything, everything
A six-foot eternity
Just deep enough to
Never wake, never wake
And I need the time to dissipate the pain
And try and fucking help myself

I slip away, slip away
Into this endless cycle
That we're living in

And I'm breaking, falling to pieces again
Hell seems just a bit better than this
Blaming chemicals in my head
Fucking me up again
Fade away, fade away
Afraid but no faith here left in anything
And always misery, misery
Will haunt me for all my days, all my days

It's in my head, it's what I tell myself
When reflections fade into someone else
If I have to, I'll continue faking almost anything
It's in my head, it's what I tell myself
When reflections fade into someone else
If I have to, I'll continue faking almost anything

And I'm breaking, falling to pieces again
Hell seems just a bit better than this
Blaming chemicals in my head
Fucking me up again
Fade away, fade away
Afraid but no faith here left in anything
And always misery, misery
Will haunt me for all my days, all my days