"Dreams" lyrics

Don't let me fall asleep
Dreams too heavy
Opened up the gate
Flooded with thoughts I don't wanna keep
So pick up the pace
It's all closing in and I'm all outta space
Cutting deep
Pulling out threads
Unraveling
Do they want the real me?
Cause all that I want
Is to feel like something to someone

But
I take a step away to see the walls I've kept inside
And it is the last time

So please just let me wake up
And forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up All the time I lost with you
Yeah I built up
All of this
And it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew
And now it's gone

I don't hold myself to keep
Any of the words that I ever speak
Staying up late to avoid the sleep
Bury myself
In words that I say to nobody else, Cause they're fucked
I need some help just to block out the thoughts
I hold myself at the greatest of odds
And it's all on me
I'm desperately trying to breathe

So let me wake up
And forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up All the time I lost with you
Yeah I built up
All of this
And it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew

And I'm losing, Track of time
I wasted mine
And forever I will bear the weight of the Distance growing in front of us
I can't undo certain words
And for what it's worth
We'll never have this again

So please just let me wake up
And forget dreams that we gave up
Tay awake just to make up All the time I lost with you
Yeah I built up, All of this
And it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew

Wake me up
Overwhelmed and l've had enough
All the words that you said are too much
And it's bad for the both of us
Do you even see me in your head?
Was I forgotten the day that you left?
Just the means to another end?
And I swear l'm an inch from the edge
Yeah this is it, never again