"insomniac" lyrics

Bastards?
Staring here, fixated on a screen
I'll be this way until it's 4 a.m., feeling my eyes bleed
And you're not here to help me fall asleep
You put your head right up against my heart, making sure it beats

I tried (believe, I tried)
To clench that side of me (but I can't listen to myself)
Just a promise I won't keep (and I won't beg you for your help)
So I'll keep walking down my street (I'm wishing I was in that car)
And you sat down on top of me
Five hundred miles, I'll sing that far, far, far (I won't fall sleep, need you tearing me)