"just the same" lyrics

I gotta watch my tone, I can't be loud or else my mom might hear
When I record these songs complaining 'bout how it's been these four years
My girlfriend's mad at me 'cause I can't help but keep running my mouth
And my apologies, they all fall flat 'cause I never learned how

In the morning (Sun hits my room)
The windows glow (I got no rest)
I hate this home ('Cause my upstairs neighbors won't stop jumping right above my fucking bed)
I got no sleep (I think I'm trapped)
Here in these walls (They think I'm on)
Top of the world but, really, I don't think it feels like that at all

I'm down to my last nerve and no one even tries to understand
And I can't play guitar to calm myself, the strings cut up my hands
But it's all I wanna do in my room, I'm locking myself in
So if I bring myself to step outside, consider it a win

In the morning (Sun hits my room)
The windows glow (I got no rest)
I hate this home ('Cause my upstairs neighbors won't stop jumping right above my fucking bed)
I got no sleep (I think I'm trapped)
Here in these walls (They think I'm on)
Top of the world but, really, I don't think it feels like that at all

When does it start getting better?
I feel just the same (I hate you)