"WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME" lyrics
Hi, everybody welcome to the shitshow
My name is Chyde, let me tell you what this kid know
So grab a chair take a seat
Let me take you on this ride called "what it's like to be me"
A little kid named Chyde was born in 1993
And little did he know he would die to be me
You! sit the fuck down and let me speak
And be silent, here's the proof that none of yall reliant
There's a reason why I'm calm I don't wanna resort to violence
I read you like the palm of my hand, you're double-sided
Kids stay in school don't walk the path that I did
You think it's cool? the truth is you wouldn't survive it
But keep it up and keep the hope I guess
It's not that I'm emotionless
It's just I feel emotions less
Mostly I just overthink, most of the time I overstress
So everytime you think you know me
Proves that you just know me less
I never fitted in, I never really tried to
I was that type of kid, to let you know if I didn't like you
I got left, so I guess that I was right too
Oh, you grew up in a constant fight or flight too?
You wanted to take your life too?
Grab a knife and drag on your skin until it slice through?
Feel the blade go in, and then cry too, like 'why you'?
Feel the pain within, tell me did you fucking die too?
Well, I did, and it sucks to end up with nothing
Look in the mirror like am I the only one to trust in?
Nothing left to give, no heart to put your love in
Cuz when I ever did, I got fucked over for nothing
You also felt alone, no love from ya parents?
While the other kids staring and you always feel embarrassed?
And even though you feeling scared, still you never share it
Cuz you know that no one cares
That no one cares about your feelings uh
My name is Chyde, let me tell you what this kid know
So grab a chair take a seat
Let me take you on this ride called "what it's like to be me"
A little kid named Chyde was born in 1993
And little did he know he would die to be me
You! sit the fuck down and let me speak
And be silent, here's the proof that none of yall reliant
There's a reason why I'm calm I don't wanna resort to violence
I read you like the palm of my hand, you're double-sided
Kids stay in school don't walk the path that I did
You think it's cool? the truth is you wouldn't survive it
But keep it up and keep the hope I guess
It's not that I'm emotionless
It's just I feel emotions less
Mostly I just overthink, most of the time I overstress
So everytime you think you know me
Proves that you just know me less
I never fitted in, I never really tried to
I was that type of kid, to let you know if I didn't like you
I got left, so I guess that I was right too
Oh, you grew up in a constant fight or flight too?
You wanted to take your life too?
Grab a knife and drag on your skin until it slice through?
Feel the blade go in, and then cry too, like 'why you'?
Feel the pain within, tell me did you fucking die too?
Well, I did, and it sucks to end up with nothing
Look in the mirror like am I the only one to trust in?
Nothing left to give, no heart to put your love in
Cuz when I ever did, I got fucked over for nothing
You also felt alone, no love from ya parents?
While the other kids staring and you always feel embarrassed?
And even though you feeling scared, still you never share it
Cuz you know that no one cares
That no one cares about your feelings uh
