"march 2023" lyrics

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
Five, six, seventh day telling me grab my rope
One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
They're telling me to come home

Yes, it feels like I've lost my soul
No, these days I don't have control
Mum tells me never lose your hope
But these days my heart feels so damn cold

Maybe if I go
Then I can save my soul
Disconnect myself
From all the pain I've caused
You know I'm sorry god
But they will never know
I said I'm sorry god
But they will never know

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
Five, six, seventh day telling me grab my rope
One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door
They're telling me to come home

Yes I've caused pain, I've made mistakes
It eats me up every day
I am ashamed in every way
I wish they were here to see my change
But it makes sense, how could they stay
They turned the page, burnt the sage
All I can say is I'm sorry for pain
I'll always be here, in forever and near

Whooah, whooah
Why do I have no soul
And why do I lose control
Every time I'm all alone

Maybe if I go
Then I can save my soul
Disconnect myself
From all the pain I've caused
You know I'm sorry god
But they will never know
I said I'm sorry god
But they will never know

Oh, I feel like I have to leave a message for my mother, yeah, so she doesn't think
That I've tried to kill myslef or something like that
I lived through that pain, and I'm here today, and I'm glad that I stayed
And if you're listening, bro, like, there is love in this world and it gets better