"Hide Behind My Disguise" lyrics
Huh
I don't think you understand
Just how much I've had to go through
To get to here, where I am right now
The amount of pain, the amount of bullshit
Boy, you need to know is that I'm here now
And you worry about me this night, huh
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Pain and sorrow
Makes me hate tomorrow
Happiness I borrow
From the drugs and bottles
This demon inside me
Made me forget what's really the real me
Now I don't believe that I'll make it to thirty
'Cause I hurt way too much, so I'm better off dying
Broken soul
More like a broken home
Demons take control
Over my brain and soul (brain and soul)
If I die
Then maybe peace I'll find
Too many tears I've cried
Hope for another life
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Fake smiles
Cold nights
Rewind
To old times
When I was living sober, that's before I sipped wine
If I make it to October, it'll be a new guy
But a new guy
Don't seem right
Can't imagine making music with no pain that's inside
Guess I'm destined for this life, and that's the way I'll save lives
But if I ever lose my mother, that's the day that I'll die
I can't hide this pain I feel inside
Feel like I'm losing mine
I'm stuck inside my mind
Self-medicating on the weed and wine
Now I'm losing my mind
Can someone take my life
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
I don't think you understand
Just how much I've had to go through
To get to here, where I am right now
The amount of pain, the amount of bullshit
Boy, you need to know is that I'm here now
And you worry about me this night, huh
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Pain and sorrow
Makes me hate tomorrow
Happiness I borrow
From the drugs and bottles
This demon inside me
Made me forget what's really the real me
Now I don't believe that I'll make it to thirty
'Cause I hurt way too much, so I'm better off dying
Broken soul
More like a broken home
Demons take control
Over my brain and soul (brain and soul)
If I die
Then maybe peace I'll find
Too many tears I've cried
Hope for another life
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Fake smiles
Cold nights
Rewind
To old times
When I was living sober, that's before I sipped wine
If I make it to October, it'll be a new guy
But a new guy
Don't seem right
Can't imagine making music with no pain that's inside
Guess I'm destined for this life, and that's the way I'll save lives
But if I ever lose my mother, that's the day that I'll die
I can't hide this pain I feel inside
Feel like I'm losing mine
I'm stuck inside my mind
Self-medicating on the weed and wine
Now I'm losing my mind
Can someone take my life
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine, yeah
Writer(s): Wyclef Samuel Maunge, Josh Bishop
