"for the rest of my life" lyrics

I don't mind if I don't make it through the night
I saw an angel falling from the stars last night
Now I'll never see the light

To pass the time I'll camouflage and paint it white
I'll change my number to a foreign summer sky
So I'll never have to lie

You told me I was worthy of a life against the tides
A love so deep it's drowning me
Can't keep us both alive

When I cry
I'm screaming down the rivers in my mind
I wish you'd see the colour in your eyes
I fantasize of feeling like there's something still worth saving
But I've tried
Holding on to pieces of your life
I'm bleeding out, it's cut me open wide
My heart is breaking 'cause I always thought that I'd be waiting for the rest of my life

Sometimes I
Wish that things were black and white
To pick apart the roses from the thorns and find
Just a little piece of mind
That's not life
That's why it's hard to say goodbye
The way you save me
Then you make me wanna die
So I give it one more try

You told me I was worthy of a life against the tides
A love so deep it's drowning me
Can't keep us both alive

When I cry
I'm screaming down the rivers in my mind
I wish you'd see the colour in your eyes
I fantasize of feeling like there's something still worth saving
But I've tried
Holding on to pieces of your life
I'm bleeding out, it's cut me open wide
My heart is breaking 'cause I always thought that I'd be waiting for the rest of my life

The rest of my life
Ooh
For the rest of my life
The rest of my life
And I thought that I'd be waiting for the rest of my life