"lost it all" lyrics

Setting fire to every memory
I can't stop crying myself to sleep
Closed eyes but still you follow me

I guess time isn't what I need
'Cause this time it was real for me
Afraid I won't ever heal from this

Pretending I don't need you here
'Cause telling the truth just hurts too much for me to admit

I can't take
Hearing you say
That you don't want me for one more day
Kills me to know you'll have another life with somebody else instead of our own
How many days
How many nights
Did you not wanna wake up by my side
I gave you all of me for what
'Cause now I've lost it all

Creating lies or possibilities
That you'd find me in an ocean deep
But you're minds made up and I can't breathe
I fantasized you always loving me
Did my mind see what they wanna see
'Cause then I won't ever heal from this

Pretending I don't need you here
'Cause telling the truth just hurts too much for me to admit

I can't take
Hearing you say
That you don't want me for one more day
Kills me to know you'll have another life with somebody else instead of our own
How many days
How many nights
Did you not wanna wake up by my side
I gave you all of me for what
'Cause now I've lost it all