"tightrope" lyrics

Holding my breath and it's getting cold
Stuck in that night and not getting older
Hit with the weight that's pulling us under
Mama it hurts to see

Time has passed and I think I love her
My heart is hers but she wants another
Trying to hide how much I'm broken
Walking an empty street

Tried ignoring all heartbreak
People left inside of me
Now what's left is on the pavement
It's killing me

I can't hold back the memories
I pushed down the parts of me
I never had time to bleed
No wonder it's so hard for me to move on
My past. It follows me
Breaking the best of me
Why can't they just let me leave
I've been hiding from the pain for far too long

Cut off myself from any emotion
Wondering why I keep losing hope and
Ended alone heavenly torture
Someone save me from me

Tried ignoring all heartbreak
People left inside of me
Now what's left is on the pavement
It's killing me

I can't hold back the memories
I pushed down the parts of me
I never had time to bleed
No wonder it's so hard for me to move on
My past. It follows me
Breaking the best of me
Why can't they just let me leave
I've been hiding from the pain for far too long

Feels like every day
I'm going insane
I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm starting to break
Stuck in my mistakes
I'm afraid it won't feel like home

Feels like every day
I'm going insane
I'm walking on a tightrope
I've run out of space
To forget the way
I burned it to the hell I know