"ok getting older" lyrics

"ok getting older"

I stopped drinking, don't smoke weed
I want to know me sober
My friends think I'm boring now
Guess I'm getting older

I stopped talking to my dad
Weight lifted from my shoulders
I'm better off not seeing him
But maybe when I'm older

Loved my grandma so damn much
She died when I was 12
If she knew that I kiss girls
Would she love me still?

Saw my sister graduate
I'm proud of her I told her
Saw her through her first heartbreak
Guess she's getting older

My friend's mother died last week
I didn't get to know her
She was only 55
That's not even old

My girlfriend says I'm too closed off
I'm trying not to be
I don't wanna reach the end
And not be the best of me

If I could find the younger me
I'd hug them and I'd hold them
Say you have everything you need
I'm ok getting older


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