"Beefin With God" lyrics
Derez De'Shon & Young Blifford Lyrics
Taking it hard, I been beefing with God, I been
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I don't know if I been beefing with
God or it's tough love he showing me
When things hard, I pray harder, starting to feel like he ignoring me
Took everything and everybody from me
I'm like, "God, what more do you want?"
'Cause I don't think it's more of me to give out
Like, how Jont pass right after Dunk?
I'm talking 'bout back-to-back
My grandma died, then Keenan died, and Rocky died right after that
Matter fact, I just got one question, can you answer that?
How you left me dealing with this shit like I can handle that?
I been pumping all these drugs in my system tryna balance that
I been feeling like I'm stuck in my feelings tryna manage that
I just want my family back
The Feds snatched my whole hood up, I ain't understand that
But it's an understanding that I put God first
Swear my heart hurt, screaming free Paper Gang
Family 'til they saying it in reverse
You know I'm standing on business 'til they laying me in the dirt
The way I put my soul in this song
They might play this in a church, Derez De'Shon
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been taking it hard
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been beefing with God, I been
My cup filled with dirty
You ain't gotta ask, you can tell that I'm hurting
They used to talk bad, but to me you was perfect
I can't even flex, since you left I been desperate
Lonely and desperate
Like how the fuck you leave before I bought you a store?
How the fuck you leave before I bought you a car?
How the fuck you leave me? I got two lil' boys
How the fuck you leave me? I got—
I know it sounds selfish me asking these questions
But to be honest, I need some motherfucking answers
And to be honest, I'm really mad that you left us
And to be honest, I just been sad and depressed with it all
This pain, it's starting to go to my head
I'm the one thuggin', why you ain't take me instead?
I'm the one thuggin', why you ain't make up my bed?
I done painted it red
I done question marks in my face, God, I'm asking you why
Teardrops rolling down, now my bitch wanna cry
Teardrops rolling down, now my kids wonder why
I'm just asking you why
I'm just like, look what you did to us
Oh yeah, look what you did to us
Look what you did to us
Oh na na, look what you did to us
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been taking it hard
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been beefing with God, I been
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I don't know if I been beefing with
God or it's tough love he showing me
When things hard, I pray harder, starting to feel like he ignoring me
Took everything and everybody from me
I'm like, "God, what more do you want?"
'Cause I don't think it's more of me to give out
Like, how Jont pass right after Dunk?
I'm talking 'bout back-to-back
My grandma died, then Keenan died, and Rocky died right after that
Matter fact, I just got one question, can you answer that?
How you left me dealing with this shit like I can handle that?
I been pumping all these drugs in my system tryna balance that
I been feeling like I'm stuck in my feelings tryna manage that
I just want my family back
The Feds snatched my whole hood up, I ain't understand that
But it's an understanding that I put God first
Swear my heart hurt, screaming free Paper Gang
Family 'til they saying it in reverse
You know I'm standing on business 'til they laying me in the dirt
The way I put my soul in this song
They might play this in a church, Derez De'Shon
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been taking it hard
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been beefing with God, I been
My cup filled with dirty
You ain't gotta ask, you can tell that I'm hurting
They used to talk bad, but to me you was perfect
I can't even flex, since you left I been desperate
Lonely and desperate
Like how the fuck you leave before I bought you a store?
How the fuck you leave before I bought you a car?
How the fuck you leave me? I got two lil' boys
How the fuck you leave me? I got—
I know it sounds selfish me asking these questions
But to be honest, I need some motherfucking answers
And to be honest, I'm really mad that you left us
And to be honest, I just been sad and depressed with it all
This pain, it's starting to go to my head
I'm the one thuggin', why you ain't take me instead?
I'm the one thuggin', why you ain't make up my bed?
I done painted it red
I done question marks in my face, God, I'm asking you why
Teardrops rolling down, now my bitch wanna cry
Teardrops rolling down, now my kids wonder why
I'm just asking you why
I'm just like, look what you did to us
Oh yeah, look what you did to us
Look what you did to us
Oh na na, look what you did to us
I know you like to see a nigga grind like this
I always knew it was gonna be times like this
But you can't prepare for no times like this
Ever since you left, I been taking it hard
Ever since you left, I been beefing with God
Ain't no fixing me, my heart broken for sure
Ain't no fixing me, I been taking it hard
I been beefing with God
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been taking it hard
I been, I been, I been, I been, I been
I been beefing with God, I been
