"Like You" lyrics

I ain't nobody special, I'm just like you
When that shit hurt, it hurt, them tears fell from my eyes too
Contemplated suicide, all the times I tried to
God sat me down and let me know that decision wasn't mine to make
Now every day when I wake up, God let a nigga know I got favor
The shit I been through I can't make up
I'm one of God's favorites, gotta be one of God's favorites
I know I'm one of God's favorites

Dbo, where you been? I been tryna figure out if God really forgives
Praying for my sins, thinking 'bout the fuck shit that I did
If karma really real, it got me thinking 'bout my kids
And decisions I made that I gotta live with
And all the feelings I feel that I ain't never deal with
And all of the niggas that tried to kill me, I ain't kill yet
That shit on your head, hope you ain't think that I'd forget that
(Type shit, yeah)
Riding 'round this bitch like I ain't got nothing to live for
Baby mama playing with a nigga like I won't spill her
Do you know how it feel to want DNA?
Is your daughter really yours, but you scared to get it
Knowing if she ain't, it'll fuck up your world?

I ain't nobody special, I'm just like you
When that shit hurt, it hurt, them tears fell from my eyes too
Contemplated suicide, all the times I tried to
God sat me down and let me know that decision wasn't mine to make
Now every day when I wake up, God let a nigga know I got favor
The shit I been through I can't make up
I'm one of God's favorites, gotta be one of God's favorites
I know I'm one of God's favorites

Looking at my son like I gotta lead by example
How the fuck I'm supposed to tell my son his pops a gangster
That want him to be better than me without him
Wanting to be in the streets
Tryna exceed what I achieved?
Shit got me dropping to my knees
He don't talk, but when he talk, he say it's hard for him to sleep
I already know what that mean
I shot my first nigga at 14
It's certain shit I done seen, it's certain shit I don't speak
So how I'm supposed to tell him I been there and know he believe?
But I hope he believe me, 'cause I been fighting for my soul back
He know it ain't easy being this close to my demons
I made my bed and prayed to God for forgiveness
But 'bout my son, I'm going to hell with a vengeance, Derez De'Shon

I ain't nobody special, I'm just like you
When that shit hurt, it hurt, them tears fell from my eyes too
Contemplated suicide, all the times I tried to
God sat me down and let me know that decision wasn't mine to make
Now every day when I wake up, God let a nigga know I got favor
The shit I been through I can't make up
I'm one of God's favorites, gotta be one of God's favorites
I know I'm one of God's favorites

Olofi, I thank you for everything, everything you do for me
Watching over me, my kids, my family, my loved ones
I thank you for everything you blessed me with
And everything that you kept away from me
Even though I wanted, I thought I needed it
Olofi, I got lost, I got astray
But now I know you leading the way
I won't question you again, Derez De'Shon