"Me vs Me" lyrics

The only competition I see is me versus me (Me)
I take full accountability for hurting me (Me)
Put them first or put me last it didn't work for me (Me)
When I lost me and shit got bad nobody searched for me (Naw)

Drugs made it worse for me (It did)
Feeling like that purple freedom
Jumping me to get up and doing anything on Earth I need to (I swear)
Just for me to get up and try to sing or work I need them
'Til I saw my work depleted
'Til I saw my bank account on zero and my soul was empty
Nigga went from being broke to getting rich to broke completely
Nigga went from giving hope to needing hope 'cause I was finished
I went from a hero to a zero to my own children
And I didn't even know I was a fiend though fighting my addiction
It was hard I'd be lying if I said anything else
I was high all the time not seeing my damn self
I was high all the time I needed some damn help
I opened my eyes and realized that I'm insane, yeah

The only competition I see is me versus me (Me)
I take full accountability for hurting me (Me)
Put them first or put me last it didn't work for me (Me)
When I lost me and shit got bad nobody searched for me
It's me versus me
Nobody else
Just me, myself, and I colliding
It's me versus me
Nobody else
Just me, myself, and I colliding
Me versus me

Fighting myself
Can't tell I'm losing nigga really getting beside myself
All the drugs I'm using getting high and sabotaging myself
Say I'm okay but I'm not okay but I keep lying to myself
Depriving myself from my full potential
How you blaming everybody else knowing you the issue?
Suicidal, thinking about death loading this pistol
Looking around ain't nobody around to help me remember
Who I am 'cause I forgot and it's fucking with my mental
Bro the plaques on my wall
Mad cause I had it all
Lost and had to fall
Cause I wasn't on my path at all
A loafer showed me and he told me I can have it all
Derez De'Shon

'Cause the only competition I see is me versus me (Me)
I take full accountability for hurting me (Me)
Put them first or put me last it didn't work for me (Me)
When I lost me and shit got bad nobody searched for me
It's me versus me
Nobody else
Just me, myself, and I colliding
It's me versus me
Nobody else
Just me, myself, and I colliding
Me versus me