"Elixir" lyrics

Born and raised, into disdain
I'm buried underneath, without you here
I keep on searching but I can't find you there
Alone 'til the moonlight dies
Aggression for you and I

Just for a second I'd like to feel alive
And not counting the days 'til you're by my side
I know I'm not alright and it's not okay
But living a life so cold has a price to pay

'Cause I never felt so alive inside my mind
You can't escape this punishment you're holding in your head
Because of you
It's all because of you

You can't remain to point the blame
It gets under your skin
The fear of doubt comes caving in
To leave you in the wind

Hold your breath and just let go
Of everything you held inside
Another shadow in your dreams tonight
Jump and just let go of all the sorrow you prescribe
Forever holding me down 'til I'm paralyzed

So sick of reckless state of mind
Searching for answers that I will never find

Lost after all these years
I keep on searching but I can't find you there
Alone 'til the moonlight dies
Aggression for you and-

Lost after all these years
I keep on searching but I can't find you there
Alone 'til the moonlight dies
Aggression for you and I